Imma get all flexible and skinny =p

SOOOO as of lately I've been working out again. My leg has finally healed. well mostly i think lol. So I'm finally able to get with Insanity!! I'm also doing a couple other workouts which include weighted jump ropes. and YOGA!!!!!

Now i know everyones like "But you're already so skinny!!!" well. ya im small. but i have fat. my thighs are HUGE. like too big for my size. and i have what looks like a super beer belly but i dont drink beer. haha. so i want it gone. i used to have rock hard abs. i want them back.

My routines have been awesome. I get up at 915 to workout then i take a long bubble bath. and by noon im cleaning house! i am able to get in shape and keep my house clean and i feel great about it!!

My one problem is getting healthy eating habits. passing on junk food is not the issue for me. The problem i have is i can sometimes be borderline eating disorder. or maybe full on have an eating disorder. idk. lol I'll get so much into the mindset of losing weight and not eating junk that if we dont have any healthy food in the house i just wont eat. So I'm really working on that. i try to keep protein bars in the house at all times for when we run out of food.

But hey. im really trying this time. trying not to go without eating and trying to keep to a good workout schedule.

I totally got this ;)

So as you know I've been working on getting my house together. cleaning it, organizing it, making it look all pretty. well... I DID IT! I made up a daily list of chores to do and I actually got it all done and I'm continuing to do it! The house looks amazing! Plus, I'm turning one of the spare bedrooms into my fashion room!! I am painting all the furniture I collect and will finally have a place to create new clothes from old clothes. I am so excited!!!!!

In other news.. I now know how to knit. lol! I'm such a cute housewife sometimes. But seriously. I decided to learn how to knit so I can make scarves and gloves and hats and all that jazz to raise money for me and Joey to be able to go to Zambia in 2013. I really pray that all this will work out. I miss my Zambian friends sooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!

so ya.. life is getting better. its actually starting to look up =]