I just realized I have not even checked my blog in FOREVER! Gonna try to be better at that.. But I have been SOOOOOOOOOO busy! Which is good but sometimes hard to handle.
I am now the english secretary for my church here in Japan. Its so nice because I'm actually good at it AND enjoy it! But it takes away from my house work. My house looks like an utter DISASTER! I guess I can get away with it though because I'm still figuring out this whole working housewife thing. I think it will help when i give away half my closet. Which I'm avoiding.
Working so much also take away from my quiet time with God which I'm really trying to fix.. I just started running again so I'm thinking about making that my time.. We'll see. Life is just so unpredictable right now. I mean i could be going home at the end of July or something dumb could happen and me and Joey could still be stuck here in Japan.
That's the cool thing about really having a relationship with God. You have to give Him the control AND understand that He's going to take care of everything despite how frustrating things get. Things will work out eventually. It all works in His time.. We will never have control. And that's alright. Cause I don't want to be in control of my life. I'll end up just messing it up.
Another update:
We MAY start trying again.. It's been a few months since our last miscarriage and I think I'm ready to give it another try. Hopefully things work out this time. But if they don't I'll just run to my Father's arms and He will love on me =]
