It's been a while since I've written anything. This past month has been completely insane. let me catch you up... if anyone even reads these blogs. lol
Ive been sick all month with kidney infections. Which means I've been lazy and the house wasn't clean for a month. I am finally better.. I think. So the house is back to being clean and I'm having to catch back up on life. I'm back at the gym and back at trying to get this house in shape.
Joey's FINALLY back on the day shift thank you Lord! we have a life again! no more weird sleep schedules and having to go without sleep just to hang out with friends. That had to be the longest 4 months of my life. It was horrid.
My dear soulmate, Alison, is pregnant! along with about 30 more of my friends and aquaintances. Im 100% ok with my close friends being pregnant. but to see nothing but pregnancy posts on facebook from like 30 people starts becoming a slap in the face. I was pregnant before any of them and i wanted a baby. but instead now im not pregnant and i get to watch them grow and be happy. It's kinda hard sometimes. But i know God does everything for a reason. Im struggling but I am trying to constantly remind myself that He knows what He's doing. Also along with Alison 2 other girls that were my bridesmaids are pregnant. so 3 of my bridesmaids are pregnant and all due in the same week. pretty cool cause if we visit we get to see so many new babies!!
I'm also thinking of checking myself into therapy or something. Being away from home and wanting a baby and everything is really starting to get to me. Some days im happy and some days I am way too emotional for my own good. lol
Life in Japan can be hard especially in the military. I've seen marriages start to fall apart. and I've seen the worst in some people. It really makes me thankful for the relationships I have with God and my husband.
