Saturday, May 12, 2012

old cries for help resurface

Last night i was laying awake in bed for hours. I was thinking of my past in high school and everything i went through. it was such a horrible time. and i ended up actually writing a poem. i haven't written anything in a couple years so this really helped me a lot.

I lie awake in my bed
Remembering all the past and what you had said

When the tears and blood dripped to the ground
I searched for you but you were never around

To feel the rush, the energy, the high
They think it's cool but I still run and hide

They show me the scars while i hide my pain
After years of this they have no shame

I lied and cheated, I was addicted to the rush
The rush they chase simply out of lust

We sacrificed everything for a nonsense game
They know who I am but not my name

These roads are filled with blood and sorrow
I said I'd look for hope "starting tomorrow"

I lied and cheated, I was addicted to the rush
But still all i needed was a little push.


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